I had a small life exonerating personal revealation yesterday. I was driving my car down the long stretch of road to work yesterday and said, "How about you quit blaming yourself for everything you did." After all there was more than just me in the relationship. There's "you and me", there's the us in we. This really lifted a huge weight off my shoulders. I have been trampling myself for months now. It sort of set me free.
As I continued in this frame of thought today I reviewed my accomplishments rather than this grand looming failure, and realized I've satisfied alot of my desires and dreams as an individual. The relationship is a 20 year success in acceptance, motivation, committment, redemption and love. The fact that I left the relationship is it's own piece, not meant to reflect upon and tarnish all those years of committment. It's a part of my life.
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