I have been looking more into of the concept of energy again. And how to change where I am. I find I need to also know what I come from. I was listening to some streams about wealth and about what we believe about ourselves that lies just below the surface that affects our wealth and what we expect and receive. Even the patterns that dictated our childhood that we can be living out of subconciously and how it affects our energy. So I have been seeking. The morning of the funeral a I woke up to a vision that was sent to me of an immigrant sitting on the steps of her yard. It was surrounded by a chain link fence. You could tell she was an immigrant by the way she was dressed and with a scarf around her head. I was struck by vision and layed and meditated on it and wondered who she was. When she/or I removed her scarf it was my great grandmother Ogot. My grandmothers mother. I still don't know what she means but I know it was related to my desire to unlock my energy for more success.
After Christmas this year I will change my name to Renee Michele.
